Solen går sin gang…/ As the sun travels across the sky…

Solen går sin gang. Gennem dagen, over byen og over og gennem mig.
Hver dag bringer nyt og i dag er ingen undtagelse.

Jeg har indset at der er en anden form for mening; en mening som findes i de daglige indsigter, hvilke ikke kan købes eller på anden måde anskaffes ”nemt og hurtigt” men må erfares og af sig selv falder, som små gaver, ned i ens turban.

Èn af disse er i dag tanken: hvad om man ”bare” kan være? ”Bare” kan følge energien, intuitionen og dens henvisninger? Hvorpå spørgsmålet om penge dukker op.
”Jamen, hvor skal pengene så komme fra?”, ”hvordan skal alting gå?”
Hmm… det er vel et eksperiment værd?

Måske ovenstående har noget med gårsdagens indsigt at gøre også. At give slip på alt andet, end det som egentligt betyder noget. At justere fokus, skærpe opmærksomheden, samle energien.
Og hvor lang tid det tager? Hvem ved? Men jeg føler at jeg må gøre det. For jeg længes efter et andet liv, et mere… autentisk liv. Hvad så end det indebærer.:)

The sun travels across the sky. Through the day, over the city. Over and through me.
Every day brings something new and today is no exception.

I’ve realized that there is a different form of meaning; a meaning which is found in the daily insights that cannot be bought or in other ways acquired other than through experience. Little gifts that fall out of the sky into our hands.

Today, one of these were: what if one can “just” be? Just be and follow the energy, ones intuition and its directives? Which is when the question of money appears. “But where will one make money from then?” or “how will things then go around?”. I don’t immediately have the answer. But since I’ve decided to take a new approach – a more experimental and playful one – to life, this is a course of investigation.
To be and see what happens from there. Perhaps all of this has something to do with the insight of yesterday which had to do with sharpening ones attention. Which paradoxically means letting go of everything, being attentive towards everything. Leaving out nothing.  To adjust ones focus, practice attention, collect ones energy.
And how long does that take? I have no idea. Who knows? But I think I need to do it. 

Because I long for a different life, a more… authentic life. Whatever that truly means. 🙂 

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